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Double Rainbow
In July and August, we came back to the
US to take part in the International Ministries 200th Anniversary event at
Green Lake for two weeks. Though we had
been on the field for only 10 months, it was an emotional moment when our
airplane touched down on our home land, and especially when we saw our
children.
At the “All Staff Gathering” in Green
Lake, in our session of meeting with fellow missionaries, several shared their
concerns of missionary family life. One
of the issues was “where is our home?”
One shared that they were afraid to tell their 90 years old mother that
they had sold their house and were going to the mission field. In the mother’s mind no permanent house
(physical building/place) meant that they were homeless, and they did not want
to hurt her feelings. Another shared
that when they sold their house, their children were sad. Someone else shared that their children had
difficulty transferring the idea of home, and even though they had a new rental
house on field, they thought their memorable home sweet home was gone. Another one shared that when their children
came to the mission field to visit them, she cried when she heard her husband
say, “Welcome home,” to their children.
When I heard those feelings, I had tears and asked myself, “Did we
abandon our children, though they are adult and on their own, to become
“homeless?” It was a “rain of tears”
session when we shared our heartfelt concerns.
The session leader commented, “Certainly, this is one of the proofs that
missionaries pay a high price to serve people.”
When we began our return to Macau, one of
our flights was canceled, and we were delayed two days in going to San
Francisco to visit churches, relatives and our children. We tried to squeeze a five-day schedule into
three days. So, we planned a late evening
to visit our relatives on the day before departing the US. The relative suggested that we come early and
have dinner at a restaurant. However, we
already had plans with our children to have a “home made” dinner at our
daughter’s apartment. We had taken our
children to buy Chinese groceries in the morning, and Ivy cooked for hours and
trained our daughter to make Zhongzi (sticky rice with bamboo leaves.) It
was a wonderful and memorable homemade dinner, memorable because it was the
family having dinner at “home.” The children later made the comment: “Making Zhongzi
made the house smell good.” Certainly, there was the special ingredient added, the relational love of the family.
While at the All Staff Gathering, I was
thinking about “what is home?” Is home a
physical building/place? Do missionaries
consider themselves homeless? Where is our home? Then I saw the double rainbow’s response
during the conference. This sign
reminded me of the promise of our eternal home. “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You
believe in God; believe also in me. My
Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that
I am going there to prepare a place for you?
And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you
to be with me that you also may be where I am.
You know the way to the place where I am going.” (John 14:1-4)
Please pray that
(a) The Holy Spirit will help us to discern the evil on every dark corner in Macau.
(b) The Lord will strength our physical condition to deal with the environment and weather.
(c) The
Lord will call His children to support His ministry’s financial need.